It's very sad that Paul's not been here this christmas. I only had 2 christmas' with him but I've just been thinking about the AMAZING bike he got me last christmas. He kept the present a secret even though he had to take a day off work to drive hours and hours down south to get it from the factory and when he arrived at my house with it wrapped up in an enormous blue bow with lots of tassles and ribbons he was super excited. It was the best present ever and I joked with him all year about what he would be getting me this christmas because it would have to be something really amazing as he set the bar so high. I miss Paul every day. Maybe next christmas will be a little easier but I'll always miss him. x